It's A New Day, A New Month.. But Yet.. This is more Waiting..

24 days since Phone Interview
26 days since I applied

Please don't make it be more than 4 weeks Disney.. Please..
I will do almost anything..

"When Will My Reflection Show, Who I Am Inside..."

24 days since I applied
22 days since phone interview
.... I'm supposed to call back tomorrow if I don't hear anything...

The only happiest I have felt on this dreadful day, has been talking to Gideon and receiving a tweet back from Andrew Ducote...
other than that, I haven't wanted to do anything.. I just wanted to stay in bed and never wake up..
This is dreadful...

Come On Disney..
Don't you want me to be the happiest person, working in the WDW?

I Never Knew I Was Impatient, Till Now

21 days since phone interview.
I'm literally shaking..

I was somewhat getting upset when I didn't get a reply back from my email, so I decided to call the Disney College Program Casting. Well good thing, If I don't find out by Friday, I'm supposed to call them again, and they will tell me what my progress is, and my job, but news... I have to wait two more days..

I hate waiting.. I want to know..

Countdown, Count-up.. When Will My Life Begin?

23 days since I applied, 21 days since my phone interview for the Disney College Program.

Not only has this been an exciting adventure for me, but it's been a very EMOTIONAL adventure.
Let's see where do I begin..
How about the fact that I wasn't even going to do the program?
When I first applied to Loras, I knew I wanted to travel abroad, England England England is calling my name.
But as you can see that didn't happen. (Wah Wah Wahhhhh)

But now, I am journeying for another love of mine and that's Disney.
I have probably known I wanted to work for Disney, since I found out that my cousin and his now wife, worked at Disney Land when I was a freshman in High School. Ever since, I swear. Disney. My Life. I Need. It. Now.

So, I started my journey then with applying to the Disney College Program, and finding out what the process was, and I met a ton of new people that I could literally call my second family and home. I have no idea what I would do without them, they are my everything.

But I digress, but to me ranting about waiting, and how I thought I would be ok with it, but I really am not.
I'm an emotional wreck. I'm not sleeping, I've been crying for the past week, I can't focus on school. I just need this.. I really do need this. When people ask me.. so have you heard back from Disney?! Yes.. I have.. Yes I'm going. YOU HAPPY?! Because I'm certainly not.. I won't be until I get my email...

I need that email..
I don't want to wait another weeek..
I can't..
I'm not that emotionally stable...